What has been getting on your nerves?

I'm fed up with my place in life. I'm working a job I've grown to realize doesn't give a fuck about me, and that if I want a better job, I'm going to have to go to school, which means working my dead end job for however many more years, and then pray that schooling gets me a better job, but I can't go to school because the minimum amount of work I would have to put in to keep my bills paid and my rent paid.... Just feeling like there's an invisible roof over me that won't let me up anymore.Fuck

I'm fed up with my place in life. I'm working a job I've grown to realize doesn't give a fuck about me, and that if I want a better job, I'm going to have to go to school, which means working my dead end job for however many more years, and then pray that schooling gets me a better job, but I can't go to school because the minimum amount of work I would have to put in to keep my bills paid and my rent paid.... Just feeling like there's an invisible roof over me that won't let me up anymore.

I fucking hate this feeling so much. I'm the parent friend in my group, and all of us have shitty mental health, but I can't cry because I would hurt them. My pastor recommended I get into therapy after I mentioned dissacociating and having occasional meltdowns(none of the suicide or the abuse i've been through or the fact that I struggle with ED due to bullying, and I only gained weight because I was neglected and just put in front of a screen for so long as a kid/my SH). Parents ignored it.

I asked a girl if she joined a company and she started going off about how I was selling myself short being in business administration and that I should also hurry and and get experience or something when I just asked if it was a good company. Actually insane how she tried to sell me on joining the side of the corporate workplace

This is as close to the feeling I'm going through now, so it'll do. Trump declared Antifa a terrorist organization. This takes me back to when Biden was inaugurated. To celebrate, there was a nationwide volunteer movement to do whatever, as long as you had a mask which I did. Covid was still rampant. So I volunteered at a church clean up in another section of my city. So we're all working and I was partnered with a guy who helped me. Long story short he was Antifa. So it's depressing.

why suddenly I want a rs arghhh am I lonely?

My whole fucking life is ruined. I was sexually abused by someone I don’t remember. Since then I have rejected intimacy, including relationships. Recently I’ve been getting serious with someone. It’s been my fear that my abuser gave me herpes, but I’ve noticed things. I got tested because we are getting serious, and guess fucking what. THAT SLIMY FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT GAVE ME HERPES WHEN I WAS ONLY FIVE YEARS OLD!! I’m genuinely better off dead, I can’t look at myself anymore, I’m disgusting.

I have no outlet, this is my last resort and even here I feel like a burden just for venting/ranting even when that's the purpose of this website, so I apologize in advance to whomever I burden this with... I feel like I'm such a fuck-up, everything is wrong about me. I can't socialize properly, communication skills even with a partner is getting bad, all I ever wanna do is isolate and never speak again. My life feels like a burden on everyone, I'm sorry for everyone and anyone who ever met me.

man i am just SO GREAT AT FLIRTING!!
its 5am and i’ve spent the last hour texting him and sending him random vines i found posted on youtube
i’m not even texting like my usual self… never have i ever said “heyy” or “wake up i’m boreddd”
he probably thinks i’m crazy
or he thinks i’m not even flirting and instead bothering him with no purpose
or he does recognize this as flirting and it weirds him out
fuck my life

I thought I was finally gonna meet some online friends of mine, but because of some friend's dad beliefs (which my mom also believes), they used some fcking pendulum for the descion and I lashed out. I honestly can't remember wut I even said. I tried and reasoned with my mom two more times and each time I sobbed and failed. I feel really pathetic and now im still crying? Lmao this is so weird. Im ok, but I keep uncontrollably lashing out? Haha ew 🥀