The Conversation

God DAMN it! This feeling... it's like a goddamn vise grip around my chest, squeezing tighter and tighter. And you know what the WORST part is? It's that stupid, pathetic urge to just... let go. To let the damn floodgates open. It feels like the only goddamn release, but it's a lie! It's just giving in to the goddamn misery, letting it swallow you whole. I'm trying, I'm really TRYING, to just grit my teeth and power through this shit, but it's like fighting a goddamn tidal wave with a goddamn spoon! This isn't fair. This fucking HURTS. And the last thing I want is to feel like some goddamn weeping mess. So yeah, fuck this feeling. FUCK. THIS.