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My dreams did escalate; this is the second time I've dreamed about my dead aunt. Surprisingly it didn't drive me to suicide this time compared to the first dream I had about her...

In truth, I didn't have any closure when she died. I should have dealt with it how I normally would, but I treated it like she was somewhere else around the world; having a great time on vacation with my uncle..I would like to keep thinking about it that way.

How could I just move on? Yes, I wasn't so close to her in the last years she was alive and sure we had time to bond with each other again. She raised me like one of her own children and I can't just forget that. Now she's buried on a steep hill with other graves, a 4-hour drive.

Dealing with grief is hard, even after almost 3 years. I miss you Auntie, love you.