idk what i’m even doing with my life anymore. i feel like i’m just here. like i wake up, exist, go to sleep, repeat. nothing feels real half the time. i smile when i have to, say i’m fine when people ask but it’s bullshit and no one actually cares anyway.
i got friends, i got family, but i still feel so alone. like i could disappear and it wouldn’t change a thing. no one really knows me. not really.
i’m tired. not like physically tired, just tired of being “on” all the time. tired of pretending i’m okay. tired of carrying all this shit in my head and acting like i’m good.
sometimes i just want someone to ask how i’m doing and actually mean it. not small talk. not fake concern. just someone who sees me.
i don’t even know what i need. i just know i’m not okay.
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