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i’m not suicidal but honestly i think about not existing all the time. like if i just stopped being here... it wouldn’t hurt. it’d almost be a relief.
i love my son more than anything. he’s the only reason i’m still here. but i’m so tired. deep tired. like my soul is worn out.
my wife gets mad at the world and i’m always the one who gets the heat. i try. i take care of our son, i give her breaks, i work, i do everything i can but it never feels like enough. like she’d be better off if i just vanished.
i’m not gonna hurt myself. but if something happened and i was gone... i don’t think i’d fight it. i don’t wanna die, i just don’t wanna feel this empty anymore. i just wanna be seen. heard. anything.
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