The Conversation

i’m so fucking lonely it hurts. like, not the “aww i’m bored” kind i mean nobody texts me, nobody checks in, no friends, nothing. just me, my thoughts, and this constant empty feeling i can’t shake. i scroll through socials seeing people hang out, laugh, live their lives, and i’m just here. always fucking here. pretending it doesn’t bother me when it eats me alive. i try to reach out, i try to be nice, but it’s like i’m invisible. like i’m too much or not enough or just... forgettable. i’m 20 and it feels like nobody gives a shit if i exist or not. and yeah, i smile. i play it cool. but inside? i’m screaming. every. single. day.