The Conversation

I’m so fucking SICK of this!! why can’t I just squirt like every other damn woman seems to?! I see it all over the internet, all these “how to” articles and porn making it look so easy, like I’m supposed to just magically gush like a freaking fountain!! I’ve tried EVERYTHING—different toys, different angles, relaxing, not relaxing, and I’m just left feeling broken!! my partner says it’s fine, but I can tell they’re curious, and it makes me wanna scream!! I feel like I’m failing at being a woman or some shit, like my body’s betraying me. I’m so over this pressure, I HATE it!! why can’t I just be enough as I am?!