The Conversation

god help me im dying over here. i said i’d do this stupid no contact thing with my boyfriend and it’s only been like 4 DAYS and i’m cracking already. i miss him so bad i feel like my chest is gonna split. why does it have to hurt like this? why can’t we just go back to 2 years ago when it was actually good, before the fights and the bullshit. he’s the one, like i don’t want anyone else, i don’t even LOOK at anyone else. why can’t he just fix the little shit he does that drives me insane? why is it always me hurting and begging for him to see it?? i hate this so much i want him back but i also hate that i want him.