The Conversation

I've been drinking a little and I feel invisible. I went with some people who talked about their friend group the whole time and then I had to walk home alone in a new city, scared and quite frankly feeling a bit worthless. I see all my friends living their happy lives, boyfriends, exploring, being able to wear whatever they want, having people come up to them at shows. So why do I feel so alone at the places that the "alone" people are supposed to belong. I want to live that life but why cant i