The Conversation

so please bare with my grammar. so ive been feeling severely insecure about many things. before i was just chill and i dont even care much of how i look like. but `when my bf confesses to me that he likes our cm(ye fck). i knew it at first i open things up to him with his wandering eyes but he told me i was delusional. when it happened he promised that he will change but i dont feel it and i just feel worst and worst in our rs. but i cant leave, i gave everything to him. i cant let go. help: