The Conversation

God damn it! I'm a 19-year-old girl, for crying out loud! I'm supposed to be having the time of my life in college, but no, instead I'm stuck trying to make friends with people who seem to already have their cliques. I've tried joining clubs, attending parties, and even striking up conversations with people in my classes, but nothing seems to stick. It's like, I'm a god damn nice person, can't anyone just give me a chance?! As a freshman girl, it feels like I'm at a total disadvantage. Everyone seems to know each other already, and I'm just over here trying to navigate this crazy campus and find someone, anyone, to relate to. God damn it, college is supposed to be an amazing experience, but so far it's just been a god damn lonely one.