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I keep writing about my brother too. Just writing what I wish I could say. Here’s a little part of it.
“I don’t even want to talk to you. But the thought of never getting to talk to you keeps me up at night. I don’t want you back in my life. But the fact that you are not is killing me. You have no idea how much I am hurting. “
I have to keep popping sleeping pills ever since he left. I thought I was getting better but I am not. It’s getting worse. The pills are not working and I am drinking again. After being sober for almost a year I fell again. I am drinking in a unhealthy way.
-younger me would be so disappointed.
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