What is something people need to stop doing?

I'm just so tired with my family drama I'm tired of explaining myself but no matter how hard I try to explain my side they wont listen all I do is sit there and let my tears fall I'm so tired I'm really I'm

I WANT MOMMY I WANT MOMMY IM ACTUALLY GONNA KMS I WANT MOMMY :( UASHSSHAHSV I HATE MY LIFE OML WHERE MAMA

Why is it that my parents always take away my earphones. Their spouting bs like earphones will cause cancer and radiaition. Why dont they understand that having my earphones actually helps me study. I am not eveen keeping at high volumme. Literallt 4% volume and they still complain. They have been nagging all day and i feel like a piece of S###.

Just thought about it, and with Trump's as usual, dumbass, oppressive, despotic declarations, he wants to look into left wing groups and places, so Discord the right wing base wants looked in to, along with gamers who play such games like Helldivers and shooter games, which will extend eventually to all gamers and be in the same boat as ICE hunted immigrants!! Also, Furries will be targeted if not by his rabid base with bloodlust now, then by authorities. This is so horrible and depressing!!!!

I don’t even know where to start. My brother got arrested last night. Not for some dumb mistake, not for being at the wrong place at the wrong time, but for stealing. A thief. That word feels like it’s burning in my chest every time I think about it. The shame is unbearable. The cops showed up at my parents’ house and everyone in the neighborhood saw. My mom broke down crying on the porch, and I just stood there frozen, watching them put handcuffs on someone I grew up with, someone I shared a room with, someone I trusted. What hurts the most isn’t just what he did, it’s what it means. It feels like the family name has been dragged through the mud. People I’ve known my whole life won’t look me in the eye. I keep thinking about every holiday, every laugh we had, and now I wonder if it was all fake — if he’s been this person all along and I was too blind to see it.

Also I feel so conflicted. Part of me wants to hate him for ruining everything, for humiliating us, for being so selfish. But another part of me just aches because he’s my brother and I still love him. I keep asking myself: where did I go wrong? Could I have stopped him? Why didn’t I notice the signs sooner?
I feel angry, ashamed, heartbroken, and weirdly guilty all at the same time. Like his mistake somehow belongs to me too.

I keep trying to reach out to my family for love and support because I have felt super depressed and alone and forgotten lately. Tonight I specifically told my mom I feel like I'm always alone and I don't matter to anyone so logically she goes on a rant about how I only have myself and the only person who can fix this is myself. It just reinforced all of the loneliness I felt in the first place. I told her all I want is a shoulder to cry on and someone to understand, she doesn't get it.

What's really saddening though is again, Great Britain. I got into Acid Jazz when I was in college because back then, it's as if now, that music I wanted to run away from is like a fucking masterpiece of the 70s and 80s, but that music was shit. Repeated lyrics, autotune, etc. So I would go into Tower Records and spend literally ALLLLLL day listening to variations of jazz and then Acid Jazz came around and found out it started in Britain. Great music, but idiocy and bigotry overshadow it.

I got a case of the sads now. Sadface. Seems like a lawyer for the poor people won an injunction to stop further cuts affecting another rail line for, you guessed it, middle to upper class people who separate themselves from the poors. They also brought back all routes for the school kids so they can do their mess. Oh well. I just wanted to see them actually lay in their own filthy bed but like a tantrum kid, they'll not own up to their part in this at any cost like evading the law. Comical!

Boy, just reading overall, though this Trump administration, but others too, but not so much publicity on it in the past. The people that just have the LUXURY to resign whenever they want and have the money and most importantly, connections or desire of employability from their resume, though most likely connections. They'll all be hired within a day, if not THE same day. Meanwhile, people like me are potentially facing homelessness because we work instead of schmoozing and connection building.

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I was wrongfully convicted of inbreading my cats because the police found a picture I took from when my cat got into my bread. My whole kitchen was very disorderly.