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I hate being gay and I hate being transgender. I hate that I’m a man and there’s nothing I can do to change that. I hate that I can’t be the good little Baptist girl my parents thought they’d been raising. I just turned 18, and thought I at least had my mom on my side, but now that I’m seriously looking into HRT she’s left me too. She’s rather I leave this world than end up a man. At the very least my boyfriend’s family loves me, they’re wonderful. I just wonder why I cant be enough for her.

I want y'all to first say this that I I'm an regular-Christian anarchist. I support Charlie Kirk not politically but as a person. He stood for peace, justice, humanity, anti-violent, and Christianity. Those are all God's morals. And people make memes, and joke or make fun of his death.

I feel like i’m running on fumes all the time. Like my whole body is screaming stop but i just keep dragging myself through the day anyway. everything’s falling apart — dishes piled up, laundry everywhere, i can’t remember the last time i ate something decent. my brain won’t shut up but it also won’t let me do anything. i stare at the same to-do list every day and get nothing done, then hate myself for being lazy, then get even more stuck. people keep telling me “you’re strong, you’ll get through this” and i want to scream because i don’t FEEL strong. I feel like i’m hanging by a thread and nobody actually sees it. I don’t want pep talks. I don’t want fake positivity. I just want someone to look me in the eye and say yeah, this sucks. I get it. Youre not crazy. Because right now i feel like i’m disappearing and no one would notice if i did.

there was this guy I like so much and that's on me for falling inlove online but it hurts, he knows about it and idk but i attempted to confess in the past because his friends hyped me. They say he likes me. He's so confusing and im losing him lately. He only told me that he doesn't date online but he also told me that he doesn't date people he like. What the fuck does that even mean

It’s really disturbing how quickly some of the man from my squadron could drain their balls on the battlefield. They went from round and full of life to empty like a deflated balloon in an instant. The way the blood shot out, I’ll never forget it. I know you’ve been away from home out there in Iraq with no women, but damn… I never knew a man could nut that hard. A lot of people don’t know, it gets cold in the desert. I had a draft, because one of the boys nut so hard it busted the concrete

There’s this one guy I’m subscribed to on YouTube called "samurai daddy" and I accidentally hit the button and it says "thank samurai daddy."

Think about how funny that sounds.

"Thank you samurai daddy."

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I was in a year and 3 month long relationship with my girlfriend, we had some issues at the beginning with her parents, me being also a girl. But we managed to stay together we've had minor issues recently with my mental health and hers. It seems her parents found out she's still with me out of the blue she messaged me saying not to text her and that she couldn't tell me anymore detail that her parents took her phone, then later she fully broke up with me and I miss her more than anything.

Continuation, whenever I just put my phone down like a whole wave of loneliness just hits me realizing I am really nothing without my online presence like thats the only way people truly know me, that account really was how I had confidence people liking things I post, commenting, interacting, following, it made me genuinely happy but now it feels like im starting all from scratch and its horrible, if my account truly is deactivated I'll seriously not know what to do.

Today has been genuinely the worst, like I have been contemplating taking not so good actions about my existence on this planet, the deactivation of one of my main social accs hurt 5000x more cause my gf left me so it was just like the cherry on top. It feels like I really have nothing in real life, all my friends are online, even my relationship thats affecting me so mentally, like everything online. I never go outside cause it seems so forced. Posting rest soon

It's really fucking depressing, the memories, almost sitcom like with a specific place you go to, and people who you really connected with, all of that, situations and good times, just gone, mercilessly, like sands in the wind of time. I don't really try and think of it too much because it really fucks me up wondering what happened to all the people I've interacted with and how they're living life and that it's good and they're happy, like one I found on social media.Such unhappiness and tragic