What happened today that made you say seriously?

Hello just found this site I'm currently going through alot i've always had suicidal thoughts my entire life but not as bad as I do lately its so hard to just push them down. I don't think i could ever actually go through with offing myself but sure as fuk want to sometimes.

Is it weird that I spend large amounts of time contemplating what I would put in my suicide note if I potentially decided to go through with it? I'm not even suicidal.

Ive been thinking about picking up an instrument guitar seems like the best option but I genuinely have no clue where to begin. There are so many techniques, so many tutorials and I dont even know how to hold the fucking thing properly. I just want to start somewhere and not feel completely lost.

I'm such an awkward person. I wish I had some confidence. I always freak out when guys talk to me and I end up saying something stupid.

Is it bad if I release a held in fart in a grocery aisle just because the person in the aisle annoyed me?? I walked away real fast to one things for sure their fucking nasal got violated.

So #DumpTrump is all of a sudden going to roll back protections #LBQUABCDEFGHIJKMNOP... have worked so hard to get?

Ugh, it's such a lonely feeling! I'm surrounded by people, but I've never felt more isolated. Nobody gets me. Nobody understands what's going on in my head.

I try to talk to friends and family, but they just nod and smile, pretending to care. They don't really listen. They don't really understand. It's like I'm speaking a different language.

I'm tired of feeling like I'm the only one who's struggling. Tired of feeling like I'm the only one who's lost. Tired of feeling like I'm completely and utterly alone.

Is it too much to ask for just one person to truly get me? To truly understand what I'm going through? I don't need a crowd of people, just one person who can see me, hear me, and understand me.

#FeelingAlone #Misunderstood #Lonely #SearchingForConnection

Why do grown men have to fart so much? Why do it loud? Why hike your leg up, why make your self look stupid just to fart? Why cant you be respectful of the others in the general area.

I’m always the second choice. Always. I listen, I give advice, I show up… but the second I need someone, they’re busy or they twist the convo back to themselves. Then they act like I’m the problem. I’m done.

I’m fat. I don’t want pity. I just wanna know why even fat girls don’t like me. Everyone’s all “personality matters,” but looks come first. Even the “accept people for who they are” types are hypocrites. I’ve dieted, I’ve worked my ass off… still invisible.