What has you shaking your head lately?

How do i tell my friends and classmate i was absent because i was there for my mom who
was deeply sick, im not comfy saying the exact reason why was i absent at class

so my ex hits me up and says he still likes me. we broke up two years ago cause he “wasn’t ready for a relationship.” since then i’ve gone on dates, met other people, whatever… but i still can’t shake him.

then he tells me once he gets his own car we might date again. might. but also says by then maybe our feelings will change, maybe he’ll find someone else, maybe i will. like… what the actual fuck.

i just need to get over him. right now. before i waste any more of my damn time.

ok so like 99% of women i know my wife is obsessed with her phone. has to nap with it right there next to her but never turns the damn thing off. so every 5-10 mins it’s buzzing or dinging and she either wakes up to answer it or wakes up pissed it went off.

if i even say maybe turn it off… or i actually do it… yeah that’s instant hell. like she’s ready to kill me levels of mad.

you’re a bastard for just walking away without even trying. i put so much of my time into making you happy, bending myself into whatever you needed. did you ever once stop and think about doing that for me? god, our relationship was a fucking joke. i wish i never asked you out. or maybe i just wish you never said yes.

and still… i hate this. i hate that i still want you back. i still miss you. i still picture you just falling back into my arms like none of this happened.

i keep fucking up my life over and over and i don’t even know why i do it. i get attached way too fast, way too deep and then i end up doing stupid shit just to feel like i matter to someone and it just blows up in my face every time. makes me feel smaller, emptier, like there’s nothing left of me.

yeah i got people around me, family, friends, whatever. but i still feel alone as hell. family doesn’t even feel like family. friends always drift off, act like everything’s fine while i’m falling apart. and then there’s me, stuck with me, and i hate the hell out of myself.

sometimes i think about just ending it, disappearing into nothing where none of this shit matters anymore. but life doesn’t work like that. guess we don’t get what we want.

i need to stop fucking doing so many damn drugs

He’s lying to me about something…and I have no idea what - he’s calling me stupid and paranoid, but I know him well enough to know that somethings up.

I hate the fact everyone in my life is in a relationship while I’m not (actually I’ve never been in a relationship or anything like that).
I’m feeling really guilty because sometimes I just wish everyone would break up, does that make me an awful person?

i am just really really tired of it being summer having no school or order to my life. yesterday i slept from 2PM to 10PM and now i am only awake when others are not. It really pisses me off. Plus i am just a little bit overweight and due to that i cant get a fucking girlfiend no matter how hard i try or how my personality is. it really makes me mad so anorexia and strenuous exersize here i come i dont care if i die it might be for the better

I’m sure that almost everybody feels this way at some point, if not at all times. Why must the world be bubbling over with idiots? Why am I asked an innumerable amount of stupid questions each day? Why does it seem that I am the only person on the fucking planet that has any common sense?