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I'm just kind of lurking the internet these days. I don't want to be perceived. I don't want to be something that can impact people's lives anymore. I haven't wanted to be remembered in a long, long time.
Stacie is a fat and angry moron from Satan. He wants to rip people into shreds in California.
if you were me treated like a total piece of shit for a month in school and that mde you so fucking suicidal and anxious you can't even go outside your home because you'll cry every single pathetic time and you dont even wanna go back there anymore to finish shit so you basically have depression now and you suffered for another fucking month and then the school comes back to you saying "hey little shit you havent done ur requirements yet so we cant let you graduate"
wouldnt that want you to attempt suicide again??????? am i crazy for feeling that way?????
they dont even give a single fuck that they made me like this and they expect me to just follow shit
to the coward who hit my parked car last friday in west la and ran off without leaving a note you are the definition of disgrace ten grand in damage a month without my car and a thousand dollar deductible just to fix your mess this isnt just screwing me over its messing with insurance rates for everyone in the area hope karma pays you a visit soon FUCK YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE
he made my pain about him twisted my hope into manipulation turned my identity into something broken to fix demanded control over my future like I owed him something when I refused he cut me off like I was never his child at all it hurts but I’m done fighting for scraps of respect
ive given more than i got for years when i lost my mom he vanished then came back like nothing happened i told him it hurt he just kept doing it i showed up for him but when i needed him silence now he texts casually ignores my last message but hes active on ig it stings but i already have my answer he lost a friend
pain is still pain no matter how it compares dismissing suffering just because someone else has it worse is frustrating your struggles are valid they don’t disappear just because someone else is struggling too
My sleep schedule is completely out of sync. I end up waking at 7 PM and crashing around 1 PM, running on fumes until I finally pass out. I’ve been smoking non-stop, barely taking care of myself it's been over a week since I last showered. Binge eating is my current routine, and my head is constantly throbbing. I go back and forth between wishing sleep wasn’t necessary and craving the kind of deep, restful sleep that feels impossible to get. It’s exhausting in every way.
They don't see this because I'm shy, but I miss my high school so badly. I know we will reunite again this week, but I can't wait. My heart feels so restless because of them. I just want to feel their presence again.
We hang out only once in a blue moon, but every time we do, it always feels like home, even if it's just for a short time. We don't need a lot of money. We don't need a fancy place. We don't need anything. All we need is each other.
Even though I'm different, since all of them have someone they love, they're always rooting for me to find love too, even if it's hard for me. And I'm really thankful for that.
I'm so grateful that even if we barely talk sometimes, whenever someone chats, the energy is still the same as it was during our prime days. (That’s how strong our bond is.)
Yes, I only have a small set of friends. I don't need a big crowd. I just need people who are true, who understand me, and who stay. I'm a picky person, They are one of the few friends who truly met my standards and I’m proud to call them my people.
To: 4lifers
