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Going crazy over here!!! I am trying to support my husband. I want to be a good wife. However, I am going crazy over here as I try to make content videos for him and his "hobby". It requires me to use sites and development stuff that I literally can't make make sense in my walnut sized brain!!!!! I'm trying so damn hard but I'm literally about to be in tears over it. No, he doesn't "demand" me to do these things but I want to and they would help him.. but I'm over here struggling.
#OverIt #GoodWife #Supportive
I feel like I'm always in over my head. I don't know how not to be. If I'm not then everything fails. I don't know what to do..
My new boss is a rancid bitch who only feels something when she can make others as miserable as she is. I can't wait for her to flip out and panic when I leave and tell my exit interviewer that she was the one and only reason one of the top performers at the company left.
I feel like I’m always the outsider. Always the one left out, talked over, or made fun of like it’s some joke I’m supposed to laugh at. They act close with each other, like theyve got this unbreakable bond and Im just… there. On the edge. Like a placeholder. Like I dont belong. When I try to speak up? I’mcalled sensitive. Or I get silence. Or worse, fake understanding that changes nothing.
It hurts. It really fucking hurts. I didnt ask for perfect sisters. I just wanted to feel like I mattered to them. But right now, it feels like I never really have.
funny how meta is all "fUtURE oF HumAN cONECTIoN" but they ban literally anyone who doesn't give them profit. and not ban people who make misogynistic, homophobic, transphobic and racist comments. as well as the actual bots. THEIR AI MODERATION SUCKS ASS IT GOT ME AND MY FRIEND'S INSTAGRAM ACCOUNT DISABLED FOR NO APPARENT REASON. WE DIDN'T GET ANY WARNINGS EITHER. I LOST EVERYTHING. ALSO IT'S STUPID THEY SUGGEST MY PRIVS ON DEFAULT. WE CAN ONLY CHANGE THE SETTING ON THE WEBSITE.NO PRIVACY AT ALL
You know, I see a lot of people joke about being a girl failure. I joke about being one myself. But I think my life has crossed the line of being a teehee girl failure into an actual, potentially devastating problem.
My life has spiraled so far out of control that honestly i think it might be better for everyone if i just threw the whole thing away.
Every part of my life is honestly such a mess that I really don't know what to do anymore. my life was going okay when I was younger- I was set to be almost done with college when peers my age would be graduating highschool. I had (maybe have still?) a chance to have a content creation job.
But here I am, right now. A high school drop out, so I can't go to college. Working 70 hour weeks at a job i hate because ive been fired at every other place. Having severe anxiety about new people and things makes keeping a job anyone like me could get hard. My house is a fucking wreck. I have one semi clear walkway from my front door, to my bathroom, kitchen, and computer. Everything else is blocked from either trash bags, just actual trash, or boxes because i still havent finished unpacking after two years. Flies are everywhere, fleas are everywhere. Thank fuck i pay a lot for a good preventative for my cats and dog. Means they feed on me, but whatever. I cant bomb the place, theres so much shit on the floor that they can just go hide in the neglected blanket pile. even as i type this, less than 6 inches from me, my desk thata currently held together with packing tape and a couple staples is covered in black mold. So is my mic, headset, and computer. The moisture from my evaporative cooler doesnt help probably, but my ac is broken and its 86 degrees in my house. i have a window ac in the one window that isnt completely jammed in its position (though the window almost fell out and is being held in with you guessed it, packing tape) but that barely cools the room enough to sleep in at night. During the day, good luck. I dont have heat either. Not a problem now but you can probably imagine what happened during winter. My daily meals consist of precut watermelon i get on the way home from work, and whatever i can find that hasnt melted in my car because my fridge, microwave and oven are so full of moldy long forgotten food. Probably not healthy but the alternative option is door dashing mcdonalds every night. And im already overweight. Asking my landlord for help will probably get me evicted and asking my mother for help will just result in being told to go to therapy. But the thought cleaning is enough rn to make me have a panic attack.
My health is in shambles too, i need about 36k in dental work, plus having pcos, and undiagnosed but pretty sure narcolepsy.
Me my mom and my 2 sisters went to the mal mainly for the one but that one got 4 things my other sister got 10 things and I I got 2 hand sanitizers bc I was put on a budget while they weren't I wanted this one thing and my mom said ik some where where it has a better price and then we left and we never went to go to the other store that has the "better" price so I didn't get it
now there is gonna be a hole new market for iron lungs and moocho bux can be made ...how do we get on the no-axx gravy train? IDEAS plz....$$$$$$$$
i'd really rather be anywhere else than here... it feels like the world is decaying. i keep eating more/enough and hating myself for it. i haven't slit my wrists in a while. maybe that's why everything feels worse. it's like laying underneath the stars and not seeing them because of the goddamn city lights. the urge to curl into myself and scream will never leave. my partner and i are planning to get married in a few years when we graduate. honestly the only thing keeping me here for now.
