What is something that really pisses you off?

If i want good food for breakfast then I have to make it. I just want scrambled cheesey eggs an bacon. But my spouse doesn't want to ever hardly do it for me. Ya know sometimes after i get the kids brkfast made, take the dog out etc it would be nice if they could cater to me just a bit 😭 😢

I keep writing about my brother too. Just writing what I wish I could say. Here’s a little part of it.

“I don’t even want to talk to you. But the thought of never getting to talk to you keeps me up at night. I don’t want you back in my life. But the fact that you are not is killing me. You have no idea how much I am hurting. “

I have to keep popping sleeping pills ever since he left. I thought I was getting better but I am not. It’s getting worse. The pills are not working and I am drinking again. After being sober for almost a year I fell again. I am drinking in a unhealthy way.
-younger me would be so disappointed.

OH MY FUCKING GOD STOP PULLING UP RIGHT NEXT TO ME AT A RED LIGHT YOU ABSOLUTE FUCKING MENACES.

WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU WANT? A THUMB WAR? A THERAPY SESSION?? YOU WANNA LOCK EYES AND HAVE A SPIRITUAL CONNECTION WHILE WE WAIT FOR A GREEN LIGHT??? NO. FUCK OFF. I’M IN MY CAR. MINDING MY FUCKING BUSINESS. I DON’T WANNA SEE YOUR DUMBASS FACE TRYING TO CATCH MY EYE OR WAVE LIKE WE’RE BEST FRIENDS IN A SITCOM. THIS ISN’T “CARS” THE MOVIE. IT’S MY PERSONAL SPACE. STAY. IN. YOUR. FUCKING. LANE.

AND OH YOU SEE ME INCH UP TO GET OUT OF YOUR LINE OF SIGHT? YOU REALLY GONNA INCH UP TOO? YOU THINK THIS IS CUTE?? NO BITCH, IT’S PSYCHOTIC. YOU’RE BASICALLY SCREAMING “I WANNA BE A FUCKING NUISANCE” WITHOUT SAYING A WORD. AND FOR WHAT??? JUST TO REMIND ME I CAN’T AFFORD TINTED WINDOWS???

YES MY SIDE PROFILE IS FUCKING TRAGIC. CHOPPED. A DISASTER. I KNOW THIS. I’M ALREADY FIGHTING DEMONS AND NOW I GOTTA WORRY ABOUT BEING STARED AT BY SOME STRANGER WHO THINKS TRAFFIC IS A SOCIAL EVENT?

SERIOUSLY. FUCK YOU. FUCK YOUR CAR. FUCK YOUR EAGER LITTLE HEAD TURN. STAY THE FUCK BACK AND LET ME ROT IN PEACE UNTIL THIS LIGHT TURNS GREEN.

Im going to be completely honest at the rate my mental health is deteriorating right before my very eyes, I dont see myself making it past 27. I dont know how much longer I can take this.

something evil this way comes...stealth at first bluster, like a normalized stomping goose step now soon a rolling thunder which will put all asunder, back to sleep

Trump is going to die. Trump is being chased by an invincible snail that he can't outrun. It's not a death threat. It's a promise. Trump is not immortal. He is subject to the one inescapable fact for every human being. Everyone dies. It could be in a few months to another decade but he will die. The snail that is chasing him is time itself. It will catch up to him. There is no escape.

They turned flags into threats and slogans into weapons. The Nazis weren’t brave—they were cowards hiding behind delusions of supremacy, crushing anyone who didn’t fit their fantasy. Every time I see someone romanticize that filth, it feels like another slap to history, to humanity. You don’t stay silent in the face of that kind of sickness—you roar, you resist, and you remember who paid the price for forgetting.

I’M SO FUCKING SICK OF THIS. MY BOYFRIEND DOESN’T KNOW HOW TO FUCK. IT’S LIKE HE THINKS SHOVING IT IN FOR TWO MINUTES COUNTS AS SEX. NO FOREPLAY, NO BUILDUP, JUST JACKRABBIT BULLSHIT THEN HE’S DONE. AND I’M JUST LAYING THERE LIKE “COOL, THANKS FOR NOTHING.” I’M FUCKING TIRED OF FAKING IT. TIRED OF BEING HIS WARM BODY TO CUM IN. I DESERVE TO BE FUCKED PROPERLY, NOT TREATED LIKE A DAMN SEX DUMPSTER. FUCK.

My wife keeps pestering me while I am trying to sleep she won't stop freaking touching me

I've been very good about not social media stalking the girl who ghosted me. She's blocked on all platforms, any mention of her in DMs or photos is gone... but she still appears in a dream or two now and then. It'll never fully be over I guess