Ever feel like nobody is listening?

I’m feeling deeply overwhelmed and i am spiraling hard.

I’ve been through a lot at the hands of others. Been taught my entire life to just bear with it. Suffered just about every form of abuse, because i’m taught to just let it happen. I’m not allowed to defend myself anyway, because it’d just get treated as another violence statistic to prove why men are evil. The moment you lay a hand on someone, regardless of context, regardless of whether it is in defense of yourself or others, you’re done.

Every time i reach out for support, or look for help or even just try to find some forum or places to read about similar experiences and connect with others, i’m just met with narratives about how men are evil and how this all is warranted and other flagrantly misandrist content. Or i’m told i should just put up with it or i’m part of the problem. Or i get told I’m pathetic and fragile. Or i’m accused of lying or making my experiences up. Or told to stop whining.

I’m sick of it. When men express suffering, we’re wrong and we should apologize. When we don’t we’re wrong and we should apologize. We have to put up with abuse, if we don’t we’re wrong and we should apologize. And even when we do? We’re still wrong and we should apologize. Why is this okay? Especially when i go out of my way to do the right thing. When i go out of my way to not hurt anyone and show empathy to others. When despite my personal experiences, i’ve fought tooth and nail not to perpetuate the abuse i’ve suffered.

None of that feels like it matters, cus i still get treated like ass regardless. It won’t stop. Nothing i could do will change it. I’ve tried. I’ve tried my entire life. But i’m exhausted and broken and these days i constantly feel like i should just end it because what is the point. The only reason i haven’t yet is because there’s a few people who i know would be hurt if i did, who need me. But i’m drowning and running out of air, with those who could help laughing and pushing me down instead giving me a chance to breathe.

There is this school in my town they are looking for positions for students with high intellect then i applied i studied and practice for the interview then there is a partner project then my partner was Candice she was such a big burden i did everything she has to do all she did was write stupid answers that had many grammatical errors that i had to write again to improve the grammar then at friday at june 16 the results came i was shocked to fucking see her fucking name on the stupid school bulletin board that she passed and i didnt it was so unfair i did all work and wrote it and type it on my laptop still that stupid bitch got the fucking stupid position STUPID SCHOOL!!!!

my best friend of almost 8 years broke up with me last summer, about this time. it was right before my birthday too. ive been thinking about her alot recently and i don't know what to do. it was such a bad breakup too and it was super dramatic. i called her mom, probably saving her life honestly and she hated me for it. she later apologized but things were never the same. weeks later her mom told me to never contact their family again. but i see her everywhere. i have to pass her house on the way to anything. i see her dad's lawn mowing business all over my neighbourhood. i see her in every place we had a memory. and it hasn't stopped hurting. i made a fake instagram accoutn so i could still follow her, and she's been moving on completely fine without me. i don't know how to let this go, and i'm not sure if i want to honestly. please i need help and advice.

bruh iced mocha is just chocolate milk tryin real hard to be an adult. like “look at me i’m coffee now 😌” — no u not. u just dessert in a cup with anxiety issues. people be out here sippin iced mocha in the middle of a snowstorm like it’s normal?? bro ur shivering and still like “mmm this is so refreshing” 😭and the whipped cream?? HALF THE CUP. u take one sip and almost die tryin to get all the flavors at once. chocolate, coffee, dairy, and regrets all slam into ur brain like a caffeine truck.
also it’s always in a bucket-sized cup. like u drinkin it or takin a bath in it??
but fr tho. iced mocha is chaos. sweet cold overhyped chaos. and i love it. never change u sugary little fraud. 💀☕🍫
#icedcoffee #Mocha

Thank god for Trump the wokeness is finally ending

I have three half siblings and no clue what to make of that info. I don't know our dad. I have no place in that family, I shouldn't care that much. Two of them look a little like me. The youngest one is young enough to be my kid. It's so weird.

I like the feature request thingy!

Trump's trying to pull a three-term stunt?! This guy's got some serious delusions of grandeur. Some Congressman Ogles is pushing a proposal to amend the 22nd Amendment, just to let Trump serve three terms. What's the logic here? "Hey, let's change the rules just for Trump"? Give me a break.

This is a blatant power grab, and it's infuriating. Trump's already had two terms; now he wants more? The man's got an ego the size of a skyscraper.

The 22nd Amendment exists for a reason: to prevent exactly this kind of authoritarian nonsense. And now, some folks are trying to dismantle it just to keep Trump in power? Unbelievable.

This is a recipe for disaster. Trump's already proven he's a master of manipulation; giving him more power would be catastrophic. We can't let this happen.

I'm here from #muttr i don't understand why has #muttr been shut down well over a year? I get it he was rebuilding the site but did he just run into problems and why can't he get the data back none of this makes sense.

Dont you hate when younger 20 somethings try to tell 30 somethings how to parent and lead their lives. Got a 21 year old former friend who got pregnant due to not using birth control and she freaked out on me when I became pregnant a couple months ago. I miscarried but she was being a bitch and told me you shoulda used condoms like FUCK YOU BITCH