What is something you have been holding inside?

Despite knowing just how horribly addictive all of my family has been with substances across the board, I started using weed as a way to treat myself once a week, and now I smoke everyday and I'm having trouble quitting. Addiction and Genetics are bitches. All my fault 100% tho, I knew what I was getting into.

Wtf is wrong with my boyfriend he's been trying to eat my ass out lately like I know it's a thing but it's fucking gross

So fucking hungry😢 I only got ta eat 🥞 for brkfast and I was ta busy doing other shit that I forgot ta eat and now I so fucking hungry but my mom already "shut down" the kitchen 😭

Honestly, if you're the kind of person who tosses an animal in the trash, you deserve the absolute worst.

A person should never yield control of how they live their lives to a malignant narcissist bully because doing so grants them undue power over your well-being, autonomy, and sense of self. Malignant narcissists often prioritize their own needs, manipulate others to serve their agenda, and thrive on control and dominance. Allowing such a person to dictate your choices can lead to emotional abuse, diminished self-esteem, and a loss of personal freedom. Maintaining your independence and boundaries is essential for protecting your mental health and ensuring you live authentically and with dignity, free from manipulation and exploitation.

PS if India and Pakistan end up having a nuclear war, then there may be no India afterall, so the problems goes away, ya!

Honestly though being a darkshipper has made me so happy. I don’t know if I should tell my therapist about it though because I don’t know if I need to? And I frankly don’t know how to tell her, “Yeah my latest writing piece is about a girl whose mother dies and her dad slowly starts to try to make her more like her mom and it gets really fucking dark. Oh and also this is fan fiction based on a fucking FANGAME” like

I miss muttr. All my writing, my progress over the last years, it’s all gone. I wish it could come back. I wish muttr would come back.

I think I'm fundamentally unlovable, man. People tolerate being around me and *maybe* I even make situations fun when I'm around, but I'm not interesting to people, nobody wants to know me on a deeper level, I'm just too weird or awkward or ugly or off-putting and that always drives people away. Always. Without fail. It's not anything I can fix by going to the gym or learning a new hobby or finding the confidence to flirt with people. It's just the way I was born, and the way I'm going to be forced to live until I die.

Wonder how long this will last... https://www.cnn.com/world/live-news/india-pakistan-operation-sindoor-05-10-25