I got so fucking insane in the past year and a half. I feel like the people who knew me from muttr are fucking reeling. Yes I am genuinely considering killing myself because a friend doesn't like me anymore and this feels like my world crumbling down because I don't have much else to live for. I just want to die.
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My boyfriend said me talking about being suicidal on my priv twitter is depressing him. I'm actually gonna do it I swear to fucking god
got my blood test results today and they sucked i feel like throwing up from how anxious i got over them
The worst kind of suffering isn't not knowing what to do, but knowing exactly what to change and still doing nothing. #StuckInNeutral #ParalyzedByFear #InactionRegret #MakeTheChange
The past few days, naramdaman ko ang hirap na ng buhay. Wala kanang matakbuhan tinalikuran kana wala na, andami nang sumasakit sakin pyshically man o mentally, parang ang hirap pala, gusto ko nalang kainin ako ng lupa para man lang hindi kona maramdaman to. Sakit eh pagod na pagod nako, wala nabang remedyo to?.
-K
I WANT MOMMY I WANT MOMMY IM ACTUALLY GONNA KMS I WANT MOMMY :( UASHSSHAHSV I HATE MY LIFE OML WHERE MAMA
I feel like I’m second best at everything. No matter how hard I try, I’m never good enough. Im second in my grade; in crew, second best on the team; in dance, second choice for lead role; in band, second chair. I ran for office in all of my clubs and got nothing at all. I’ve battled with anorexia, depression, anxiety, and OCD for years because of how much I try and have a need to succeed. This is my senior year and it was my last time to see if my work was worth it. I haven’t felt emotion in yrs
I'm depressed. I have no motivation in life. I literally don't see the point in doing better. I can't even die either. I don't want to die. I know how to get better but I just don't think it's worth anything. I'm not worth anything. I have no motivations, I don't know what I want to do in the future, I have no aspirations. Nothing. I just know this ain't living
I've been sending my older sister to work every single day while on my sem break. Of course there are some days I arrive late or can't send her. Today she said she's driving herself to work because she said I haven't been sending her to work ever since she got me a new phone 2 weeks ago. monday and tuesday was a holiday. I sent her on Wednesday. I was really sick on Thursday and Friday. What was I supposed to do? I had a fever! I think she's being unreasonable. I feel so unfair