Feel like screaming? Use your words instead.

I don't understand. Now there's bitching and moaning about high electricity costs. Well, maybe if the country wasn't so obsessed with AI this wouldn't happen, but even excluding that, my electric bill hasn't changed in the non winter months, it's usually around $30. Fan, computer and lights, and a microwave I use like 2-3 times daily. Winter time it's space heater on 24/7, so $150-$200 for 3-4 months and I save that way before winter season happens. News needs to stop amplifying shit.

i hate how i can't express my emotion. i really have them, i can be upset or happy or maybe just in love. but for this "issue" of mine i just ruined a relationship that i really wantend to last. my ex boyfriend says that i dont have any emotions, that i am an egoistic piece of shit and im starting to believing him. im a bad person. when we didnt see eachother for like 1 month i didnt miss him. but i really loved him, with all my soul, but i didnt want to kiss him or hook up with him. my fault ig

I feel like I’m second best at everything. No matter how hard I try, I’m never good enough. Im second in my grade; in crew, second best on the team; in dance, second choice for lead role; in band, second chair. I ran for office in all of my clubs and got nothing at all. I’ve battled with anorexia, depression, anxiety, and OCD for years because of how much I try and have a need to succeed. This is my senior year and it was my last time to see if my work was worth it. I haven’t felt emotion in yrs

MAN, am I GLAD I got away from doing taxes for life a couple of years ago! WHEEEWWWW!!!!!!!!!! All these rapid ass fire changes like someone who has ADHD, and from someone who almost lost their position for doing taxes for the IRS because of unannounced changes to the tax test questions to qualify, that was nerve wracking and annoying. Imagine now. Yeahhhh, not really feeling studying all that tax code only for it to be obsolete in whatever form a day before or DURING tax season!!

For maybe a couple years or so, especially when I was in college, when there was an excellent manga to read for free online, I would binge read until early in the morning. I just did that now and while tired, I also feel nostalgic and happy. To do that at this age for me is a small blessing I wanted to take advantage of. And with all that's going on in the world, like what happened to that political ally at a college site, this was a welcome respite I should do more of.

I should have seen the red flag glaring in my face when she broke up with me cause she wanted to covert to Christianity.
I don't hate her but like..not being friends with me just cause a priest said I might ruin your future is a dick move.Like I get it and I love you but why so suddenly???And why block me?!?!
(I don't have anything against Christianity or any other religion)

Yesterday, summarizing because of limited character cap, which is actually helpful to me, I went out to actually eat at a nice affordable restaurant I haven't been able to afford when I didn't have money coming in. During that time when I just wanted to walk, I got a link to a video that was excellent to watch and some great convo with a guy about the world, then people coming home and socializing. What'd I do? Treat everyone as I would wanna be treated, with no fear and negative assumptions.

Because I'm baked bro.

Well, you could say it's gotten so bad with the Kirk incident that even the inevitable shutdown of government after Sept 30th isn't gonna be all that attention grabbing. Oh yeah, Trump threatened a reporter asking logical questions of the 1st Amendment of hate speech. And all this will do is harden my position that I really didn't like the fact that Kirk got killed the way he did, but I am NOT gonna mourn the man, nor will I celebrate like others are doing. I will see this as a karmic moment.

I wish life would get better that is all i ask