What is the world doing wrong today?

Also, the person in charge, I'll just use initials, LR, SHE saw this coming a month before all this shit hit the fan, and got the fuck out of dodge and got a golden parachute and a cushy instant job doing some academia. The rats who make the ship sink will get off first before the trigger happens that'll cause the ship to sink. Anwyay, with all the happy emotes being used here, the main reason why I'm happy with what's gonna happen is...

Alot of times, it would be THREE CONSECUTIVE times!! So if it were to depart like every 10 minutes, even 20, that's a half hour to an HOUR wait. And some routes, on my transit app, saying they'll depart, they'll just not show up and mention it on the app. So people with considerable low IQ or awareness will just be looking like they're the bums on drugs doing the 180 degree dips while I already planned out a alternative route.

So, I had, a few months ago, and I'm the only person there AT BROAD DAYLIGHT!!! Fucking 2 BUSES DRIVE AROUND ME as if I was a pothole in consecutive fashion, and one eve drove through the RED LIGHT like I was the flash and gonna chase after it. I filed a discrimination grievance and they never got back to me. Another time, I couldn't use the route nearest my home because of what some scumball homeless dude did to a driver, the drivers would consistently not drive for the times mandated.

NO one is gonna wanna be waiting 2 HOURS for a train whether it be morning or evening rush! Anyway, service will be eliminated and cut by 40% total. 20% August, rest January. And MAAANNN, they are pulling out ALL THE STOPS!!! Every day brings more comical fearmongering! Oh, fare jumpers. Oh, this. Oh, that. Basically, ineptitude upon ineptitude. This was boosted by an enmity towards their riders, where this is a monopoly plus the majority riding the El are functionally poor working class

This actually has me the opposite of what this transit system wants. They want fear and I am overjoyed and laughing at their self imposed failure! So now, as the days tick closer to the 24th of this month, oh, MAN, they're working harder than they've EVER done for their monopolistic shit ass "transit" system. The only saving grace would be their expensive type train lines, but if this goes through, taking the mobile hell and homeless shelter subway el will have to do logically.

(5729 pt3) i still miss them, its been a long time but i still wonder where they are, i hope they got better without me, i know i bring people down and i know all i do is cause harm and im better off alone but i still want to know what being held close feels like i still want to be loved, i know its selfish to befriend people when i know ill just cause them harm but the few moments i get with people online, they make me feel okay even if its back to nothing when they leave the room

(5729) im scared, im scared of myself and for the future, i hate wanting to die every night and I hate having the pressure that I need to do better and I need to do right, ive hurt so many people with my ways and the guilt weighs on me everyday, i just want to do the right thing. im tired of spending all my days alone with no one to be with, im tired of filling the hole in my soul with drugs and pretending that everyday i dont get closer to taking my final stance and giving in to the temptations

im just tired of life, im tired of being alone, everyone comes and go's, im tired of waking up in the morning sick and in pain, im tired of feeling like im never enough, spending every night pondering if its even worth running lifes course, im tired of the people i care about walking out and im tired of getting attached to people I know ill never be good enough for, it just gets harder and harder to wakeup in the morning and push through the day, i just want to be loved. (5729 - code for pt2)

Grandpa recently passed away the otherday :(