What has you shaking your head lately?

This, I forgot to mention in this mass transit funding drama, that this won't come to pass. It'll not only be 11th hour, but 11:59:59TH hour!! REALLY give people that fear laden adrenaline rush that idiots go watch horror movies or go to horror like places to get it or go on roller coasters or other risky shit. I truthfully hope not as it makes me happy if this goes through all the way and they have to cut despite playing victim and not learning lessons here, but usually this shit happens....

I feel so empty all of a sudden and I have no idea why. How do i get rid of this feeling?

I was able to get ALL of my food shopping done in less than two hours and in the early morning. I came home at 9 and JUST put it all away. Extra bonus, people are going to work and staying there, so few people to get in my way! YAY ME!!!!! Though hard, when you do go to bed and get up early, you DO get alot of shit done and it being summer, it's cooler to begin with and you're not sweating and feeling the heat anywhere from noon to like 5 or 6pm. Now I can stay in away from society. YAAAY!

Don't get it. We care how humanely a death row inmate dies, and nothing of how heinous the victims died. They probably think this is justice served so no need to consider dead people who don't maybe care anyway, but that action still lingers as a comparison to these qualifying acts, so it strikes me as hostile and an affront to logic to give even a microscopic shit how an inmate is dying. This is one reason why people will look at third world countries' justice system and admire it.

No rolling eyes emoji, so admins, get on that! LOL! Anyway, a blog was complaining that TSA agents were abusing the free Priority Pass that gets you into lounges and get free food, all of high variety and quality. While they can be asses and drunk on power, they still are needed for getting into the airport gates and they do protect more than if they weren't there. So if this perk keeps them hired, so be it. Hell, that's tempting enough to want to do that shit job with the public.

I have a friend, best friend actually, that has recently come out and told me that she’s been feeling depressed a lot. At first I thought that our feelings would be the same, but hers are a bit more worse. Today she said that she was feeling really nervous about kids at school and how she thought that they didn’t like her. I proceeded to tell her about how a lot of people love her, including me, so she doesn’t have to worry that much. She only repsonded with okay. I told her that I loved her again and she said “yeah ok”. It hurts that she doesn’t think I love her. I care about her more than any other person in the world. She’s my everything. I’d do anything to make her understand that I love her. Even a little in an “im gay for you” way. Like if she didn’t have a girlfriend, I would probably kiss her kind of way. And it hurts that she doesn’t think I care for her, or that anyone does. I just wish that she understood that people really care about her. I really care about her. I don’t understand why people wouldn’t. She’s funny, super smart, a little bit shy, and one of the most beautiful girls I’ve ever seen in my life. There’s nothing that people could hate her for. Why can’t she see what I see? If I could, I would take away her pain and suffer if instead. I don’t care what happens to me. I wish that she could see that she’s loved.

So even though it'll affect me too, I am SUPER HAPPY AND EXCITED because I get to see the effects of irresponsibility even though no one will own up to it and instead do the deflection blame game because it would spiritually kill them to admit they should have NEVER attempted to do permanent debt increases from upgrades on EXPLICITLY mentioned TEMPORARY budget increases! I mean, even if it weren't public, they have enough education that they SHOULD have known that NATURALLY!! Let the shit hit!

Have to raise fares BY 20% because of their ineptitude and to me, implicit knowing fraud and negligence against the people they rule over, not serve, because they feel government money=free money. Not they overpromised and the cuts look even worse because those cuts represent to me, 99% of what it should've been when they stuck to just only budgeting on what they bring in, not temporary government goodies. But people are too dumb and entitled to see that. Because our education system is shit.

...Weird. Anyway, the upper heads knew that they shouldn't be planning more debt and add ons to make the riders satisfied despite it being a helhole to ride, as dependable as a thief in a bank guarding it, so they kept planning PERMANENT add ons to the debt to make it grow and not sticking to just required fixes and maintenance, where if they did and did my formula below, they would only have that cut of close to 20% to the workers with their raises, not 40% total cuts to service and

...Chickens are gonna come home to roost, and they're gonna have to sleep on that bed of spikes they made. A formula is to use the actual salary increase, multiply it by amount of all workers, then divide by new salary, and that's the ones you have to lay off to make it balance. Ex: $10K *10%=$1K+$10K=$11K new salary. Employees=2,000. 2,000*1K=$2,000,000/11K=183 people to lay off.