Who ruined your mood? Tell the wall.

Just such great and fortunate luck that I was able to get my unemployment when I did, because the federal government shutdown, I can afford now to kick back and relax since I'm single, no kids, no friends either, mostly by choice or acceptance of it feeling like I have no choice with people being fearful haters and nutjobs now, and used to be homeless plus have that discipline in my debt spending. So less than $500 monthly and I have $400 pouring in weekly from unemployment. YAY ME!

Well, I've learned my lesson:
I'll never, ever post about how I feel on Reddit ever again.
I'm sick of being chastised and ridiculed and given the same cookie-cutter greeting card advice over and over and over.

I'm tired of telling everyone that I can't keep friends or dare and getting shat on for doing it.

So no more. I'm done. Goodbye.

Also, the BENEFITS of farmer's patience! Reaping what you meticulously sown and being cautious and open to possibilities with solutions really feels rewarding in life. SOOO many plans I'm making, though a good bit of them will wait until I get my awaited on job. But my mass transit, subpar as it is, will be fully "DYSfunctional" tomorrow, so I can splurge a bit. I already spent close to $30 on 6 games I'm playing, then two places to eat, one in the burbs and city, and then actually get boots!

OH MY GOD!! I'm SOOO HAPPY that I don't feel like I have to live hand to mouth with my money and be in that 9th circle of hell known as job searching with all sorts of mental torture and debasement to really amplify your negative moods! I just randomly applied to jobs I know I won't even reply back to, like 3, enough to prove and validate I did my job duty to get my weekly unemployment stipend which is almost like I never got laid off from my job! Now if it were only $600 weekly again. Sob!!!

I just really get head shaking, like disgust and shame at someone, over the hypocrisy. These ones now trying to hype up a subculture of LGBT and those who just love cosplaying, but especially the trans, these people protesting and yelling and hyping up the loudest most likely if their background and digital footprint was hacked and leaked, would be the most active ones ALL over trans dating sites and other sites with loads of them looking hot on their profile really worshipping them fanatically.

I find it very difficult to care for someone who has annoyed me for years on end. Like I literally wouldn’t care if you left this earth, but I don’t like feeling that way. I feel like we should have love for everyone despite their idiotic behaviors, but it’s really hard for me to do. Like why are you soooo fucking insufferable? Half the people on this planet are loud, rude, ignorant, and just plain stupid-at work, home, every damn where.

theres no reason for me to even be alive i just go through the motions of everyday life with no goals and nothing to look forward to. i still live with my parents and haven't gone to uni and ive worked at the same part time job which i hate for the past 4 years. ive spent basically all the money ive made because i dont see a future for myself. i dont see the point of living but i also am too scared to end my life idk what im doing

idk anymore. Just really needed a job but can’t find any. help me i need to get out of here (house) don’t know if i belong here or not. Feeling so useless

A few nights ago I went out with this guy from my school. It was after a school football game and we decided to go to our local McDonalds to eat some food before going home and I literally cannot explain how cute he is. While we were waiting for food he let me take a photo of him and I cannot stop looking at it. He has super curly brown hair and has the most gorgeous green eyes ever… he’s such a gentleman and he’s unlike anyone I’ve ever dated I want to make us official so so badly

i truly cannot deal with how lovely this boy is
he’s so sweet and kind and he cares about me so much
he was so nice about it when he saw my scars too… he didn’t push or ask he just said i could talk to him if i needed and that he’d always be there for me
i genuinely can’t get over this stupid crush no matter how hard i try and i think i’m okay with that
he hugs me sometimes and even though i hate physical touch it just feels different in a good way when he does it
love is so wondrous