What is something that really pisses you off?

I've been drinking a little and I feel invisible. I went with some people who talked about their friend group the whole time and then I had to walk home alone in a new city, scared and quite frankly feeling a bit worthless. I see all my friends living their happy lives, boyfriends, exploring, being able to wear whatever they want, having people come up to them at shows. So why do I feel so alone at the places that the "alone" people are supposed to belong. I want to live that life but why cant i

For context, whenever a mass shooter, which to me was around like 98% of the time, did it in the schools, especially, not so much anywhere else, because I'm white and nerdy, I get the "Privilege" of being insta profiled by society, especially trigger and baton itchy finger doughnut eating cops stopping me, saying veiled taunts like "We're watching you, bomb boy. Don't shoot up no fucking schools, hear?" Nowadays, it doesn't last the usual two weeks it did, now barely a day.

Im so tired

Yooo I think next week might be my last at this Amazon Delivery Job I'm working at
They're telling me to improve or I'm fired, and I can't go any faster than how I'm going
Like, how am I supposed to deliver 330 packages to 200+ locations while taking my 2 paid 15 minute breaks and my unpaid 30 minute lunch break AND clock out by 7:45
It's unpossible. Maybe I should just do Spark, Shipt, Doordash and UberEats to get some money in my pocket before I get something better
At least it's something

We are training new engineers at work and they are very high maintenance and we are somehow still hiring more I am going to pass out

But it just reminds me of the bullet I dodged when I was disowned and then said since I was, not to include me in any inheritance, give that shit to other family. I probably would not have spent that money, or if I had to, would've done all in my power to make sure at bare minimum I replace the principal, and then even feel the intense pressure of making said money grow using my knowledge. Because it carries the weight of the love and overall past of effort from my dead relatives.

I am pissed I don't see these men coming. They love bomb, breadcrumb and never follow up with action. I've somehow surrounded myself with 4 of them. I've already cut contact with 2. I thought I was smarter than that.

I'm REALLY worried now about in the span of two weeks when I noticed it, which might mean this happened even earlier than that, more Chinese spas opened up, and they seem to be stereotypically the sexual ones, despite my city having that illegal. Just the signs alone much less appearance pretty much screams it. I worry because it may be full of trafficked women and I don't agree with that AT ALL!! Also why I don't get a back massage because I don't want it sexualized. Embarrassing and annoying.

I don't understand something. My unemployment has been in review for over a month now and was supposed to be decided a week or two ago. If they're having trouble just answering a simple person's (From work history, only one job) claim and to me, quick resolution and verification I'm not scamming them despite jumping through hoops like documenting job search history weekly plus my income, then maybe they should hire more unemployment processors. I'd take it. But they're idiots, so it won't...

I swear every time I have coffee I end up having to blow my ass out on the toilet for an hour fuck