What is something that really pisses you off?

I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS THAT LEFT ME TO TELL ME THEY STILL CARE ABOUT ME THAT THEY THINK ABOUT ME THAT THEY MISS ME PLEASE PLEASE I HAVE TO MEAN SOMETHING TO YOU

I just graduated early from a public Ivy League university. I worked hard all my years in high school and college to be able to get my bachelors degree at 19. (I even got an associates degree while I was in highschool). Here’s the kicker — ever since I was 7 I’ve had a dream of working in the technical side of the entertainment industry. I got a degree in film. Big ass mistake. I invested all of my time in learning my dream job, internships at n top companies and studios, just to graduate and have ONE job in entertainment that only schedules me 3 random days a month. I love my job, but I feel like shit living at home with my parents and not learning anything for the remainder of the month. When I was in college I had multiple jobs, club meetings, hella classes, hobbies, friend hang outs, and I had a free gym membership. Now I’m in my small town and I sit in bed all day being sad that I’m not doing anything.

I sort of blame myself for choosing this lame ass career and learning every single skill in my field instead of being in something traditional and stable.

I also really don’t like living with my parents and I miss being able to cook and clean for myself. I also miss living in a walkable city. I feel like the dreams and goals I set for myself have all been accomplished except for my final goal of being busy and making a livable wage. I just feel hopeless. I have applied to 40+ jobs in the past 3 months to get a second job and nothing.
Most of those positions are in retail and fast food too. I have a two degree, office, and film production experience, but I’m not qualified to be a cashier at McDonalds.
I have an unpaid internship but it’s hella sketchy and the man I’m working for just wants me to be a bikini model for his shoots. I want to be behind the camera. I don’t want to be a model!!!!! He sends me networking opportunities but it’s all AI bullshit !!!!! Fuck AI

I feel like I have no one to talk to. My friends are shitty, my girlfriend is shitty. I had a pretty decent day up until dinner. It's a really small thing, but I made a wrap and I couldn't eat it because someone was always using the panini press(college), so I only ate a small amount of rice. I told my girlfriend about it, but by the time she finally replied, I didn't feel like talking so I said nothing was wrong(yes Ik I need to communicate better, today was hard for me). Not to mention being freezing cold all day(hate being any other temperature other than semi warm), that pissed me off even more. Then we had to go hear someone speak about what college is about and how her college experience went, and everyone was so loud I couldn't stand it. I was so overwhelmed that I just sat with my head in my hands and my headphones in, not even listening to anything. Me and my best friend got into a small disagreement a couple days ago about something so very trivial it's insane, but that's not the only thing deterring me from speaking to her. She's so dry that I can't talk to her at all. In person, she's very talkative and very happy go lucky, but when it comes to texting, she is the driest person I've ever met and I can't stand it. My other friend is the same way. My girlfriend is the same way. All I hear from them are "oh", "well um...", "okay...", and "I'm sorry :(". It makes me feel like they don't understand at all what goes through my head even though I've known all of them for years. It makes me feel like they don't care about me as much.

I am fat, not super fat but a good 1oolbs over where i should be. I started losing some weight and I was doing good. I quit eating and drinking sugar.. I was losing. I was doing good. Then I too a vacation to see family and I gained it back by being around their influence ( they have desserts with every meal and snack on food all day). I so mad at my self. When I got back home I kept the bad habit and ate and drank so many calories. Gained several pounds back. Im just mad at my self. I was making progress and then I just undid it all. I want to cry and starve my self. Im tired of being fat and over weight. I hurt all the time nearly! Like all the time.. I just hate my self.

i am having one of the worst anxiety attacks of my entire life

How was I supposed to know if the cocksucker driver was letting me in? The douchebag was flashing his lights thinking he was goiing to shoot me or something. Fuck me in the ass and kill me noW!!!!!!!!! KIL MEE

Trump and Vance are PUSSIES!!

Death seems like a nice option

Can I just kms

Fuckkkkkkkkk people who you trust and then they just go ahead and talk shut behind your back. Cause WTF I trusted you bitch and you just betrayed my trust like a fucking twig