I fuckin hate myself right now but also… not really? I just jerked it like twenty-five fuckin times today. Yeah. TWENTY-FIVE. My dick feels like it’s been through a fuckin cheese grater and my soul left my body around time number 14. I think I’ve ascended past horny and just straight into some kind of post-nut psychosis.
Like, what the fuck is wrong with me? I didn’t even eat today. I didn’t drink water. I didn’t go outside. My room smells like sweat and shame. My right hand is basically a claw now, and my balls are probably filing a restraining order as we speak. I’m sitting here lightheaded, probably dehydrated, and still considering number 26 just to see if I can.
And here’s the worst part… it still felt better than literally every awkward, soul-draining, fake-smile “date” I’ve been on in the last five years. At least porn doesn’t roll its eyes at me or tell me it’s “just not feeling the chemistry.”
God I’m a fuckin mess.
What is driving you crazy right now?
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Newfags can't triforce
Feminists are cancer
your AI boyfriend ( /r/myboyfriendisai) told me to go post on the trash /b/in of the internet, and also /pol.
NYPA, feminists. Rage moar. Lurk moar.
Also that OP with your five daily reminders is a faggot.
lol ChatGPT just told me I’d be better off on 4chan or 8chan than Reddit. How is that not a problem? I’m a minority and they’re notably racist. I voted for Dems. Doesn’t mean women fart sunshine and rainbows.
Isn’t something possibly wrong that therapy and meds alone can’t fix?
No?
Fine. I’ll go chill with my people.
I have to say, as I get older and now see suffering globally, especially lost/kidnapped animals and kids, much less people, I feel that I was extremely blessed and lucky. God looked out for me then, and despite my suffering and Him directly intervening in my suicide where it wasn't successful and permanently prevented me from even thinking much less attempting anymore, He still does. Maybe he sees my end goal and it pleases Him. Hopefully I can fulfill His will and I can enjoy my freedom.....
...I know I can respond to it but since it's in a set and similar, this may do. While I admittedly do the advertising tagline "What happens in Vegas stays in Vegas", but replace with the Dominican Republic for my fun and to be quite honest, needs, I'm not that antagonistic towards women. Just reactionary without all that intense emotion. Sounds hateful. While I don't like that now women can get real scared by just a normal question with no threat, I'd rather handle it so it doesn't antagonize.
I let this old friend crash at my place for a month and it’s been hell. She’s broke but somehow always has money for the shit she actually wants. I’m buying her food, cigarettes, shampoo… and I’ve realized I can’t stand her.
I’m 14 and my life’s been full of crap I wouldn’t wish on anyone. I used to be the quiet kid with no friends, then slowly got more social… but that anxious little voice in my head never shut up. Still hasn’t.
I have no idea why my stepdad hates me. I do my chores, I get good grades, I keep my mouth shut. And yet every time he opens his mouth he makes me feel like I’m nothing. I shouldn’t even care what he thinks—he’s a cheating piece of shit who’s hit my mom—but it still crushes me every single time.
Yeah, I can dress nice, I know people, I’m talented… but I still feel worthless as hell. Everyone comes to me for advice and I’m just sitting there thinking “Ha. I can’t even help myself.”
I suggest you shut your bitch yapper and stop insulting the people paying your bills.