Got something you just need to let out?

And social avoidance due to PTSD isn’t autism. You get jumped, robbed, have people pull weapons, cops try to wrongly deport you or arrest you for marijuana possession when you don’t smoke, and get into fights over girls/women you’d rather just ignore… and you’d withdraw from society too.

I lived in that crack house 50 cent shot his movie in because my dad was a druggie. At one point we stayed in another crack house. We couldn’t go outside cause they did meth out too there.

GTFO with your pretty people bullshit. I hate the struggle Olympics and professional victims, but pretty humorist shit. Oh no you’re skinny or have nice hips or boobs. It must be so terrible. I can’t fucking imagine. Poor you.

I swear everyday that goes by everything slips a little bit more and more out of my control. I don't know when my bare minimum standard for sleeping became a singular pillow and a towel to use a blanket, but it did

I'll also have to tell my therapist next week the reason I said I don't really rant on social media is that I'm banned from Reddit. Entirely. I reported them to Apple for not banning me. Now i can't make an account using my Apple account, and if they notice my laptop or phone I get instabanned. My Facebook also has only two friends, so no point in ranting.

That'll be fun. On a friday when you just know she'll ask, "what are you doing for the weekend?". Playing with myself with free porn.

so recently I’ve realized how much i cry at night and in the shower because of my parents. they have said some pretty nasty things to me “you make me sick to my stomach” “you are an eye sore” “you are so stupid” this one time before my soccer practice we got into a fight about my grades and how I’m stupid and how i make them sick and I’m a huge disappointment, usually i just listen and walk off when there done but i snapped. i yelled back “YOU GUYS SAY YOURE SAD ABOUT HOW IM NOT DOING SO WELL IN SCHOOL HOW DO YOU THINK I FEEL!?” they stared at me and told me to get out of the car and go to practice i refused and told them I’m still crying wait for me to clean up but they didn’t care and they kicked me out of the car and i had to go to the bathroom and cry for 30 min before i could go to practice. they never said sorry. i never told them but i have mild depression lots of people say this and i could be wrong. i cry almost every day about how i don’t belong here i have scars from hurting myself at a young age and i have to force a smile. when I’m at my sports i don’t like playing them anymore…

Honestly, I might sound racist, homophobic or plain horrible saying this, but I’m not meaning to, I don’t have anything against black people, gay people or overweight people.

So, everyone is trying to stop fat shaming, gay shaming and black shaming. But sometimes people forget that overweight people can insult underweight people, gay people can insult straight people and black people can insult white people. It isn’t seen as much but it still happens. People don’t see that it is just as bad though, people can say, “Men like curves more than skeleton” and most won’t bat an eyelid. The other way round causes an uproar (not that I’m supporting fat shaming, black shaming or gay shaming.) And black people insulting white people for their lighter skin colour is more unnoticed than white people insulting black people. Some gay people insult straight people, saying they don’t support them, or generally taking the mick. It’s not right, I think people need to be a bit more aware of what happens to straight, underweight and white people too, because they kind of make out skinny shaming, straight shaming and white shaming doesn’t exist.

You can condemn this if you want, I really wanted to get this off my chest.

It's flown low enough and close enough for me to have gotten a clear look. I've been able to narrow it down to a few possible models. It's not a manned drone from what I've seen. It doesn't have a person in it. It isn't shining its lights directly into my place but it does make frequent passes. It could be a neighbor hobbyist but it's too big. They'd have to be rich and this isn't more than a middle class neighborhood. I am leaning towards maybe an mnr survey drone.

And when you have psychosis people will be like, "go outside" or "talk to a family member." Random strangers don't give a fuck. Outdoors doesn't do shit to clear your head for psychosis either, and my family are abusive. Several therapists have said as much. What do you do then? Rely on people who don't give a shit and think everything is funny. Also think as long as they pretend to care for karma that it's all good. Public perception, not action, is what matters. that's how we got Trump.

Why tf is Anna Delvey famous? She faked it until she made it. The media really trying to make someone who fooled them famous as if it somehow makes them more credible?

Good to know hard work doesn’t get you shit. The trick is to bullshit your way up the ladder to easy street. Awesome.

Fuck you bitch and your mom your mom has always fucking hated me yet you still fucking choose that bitch over your own husband I am about fucking done with both of you.