What is something you wish you could say out loud?

God you are so full of yourself. You talk like you’re some genius but you’re probably dead wrong. Your voice is nails on a chalkboard. You’re annoying as fuck. prick.

I literally hate everyone. That’s it. Done.

Moved in 5 damn days ago and already neighbors are bitching. Yeah, we smoke, but we don’t smoke inside. We stand outside like decent people, and somehow that’s still a problem. They ran straight to management whining like children. Meanwhile, their kids’ toys have taken over the whole damn outdoor area so we can’t even put our grill there, but we kept quiet. I’m not walking half a mile just to light up a cigarette. Screw them.

I held onto this for three damn years. We joked back in first year how you’d finally celebrate my birthday with me in third year. I waited, I remembered, I was so excited. And now? You’re not going cause you “don’t feel the best.” After everything, after all that time, you’re just not showing up. Guess I cared more than you ever did.

You’re the biggest piece of shit I’ve ever known. You never own up to anything, you just whine and act like your life’s so hard. I don’t pity you. I don’t respect you. You’re not even a man. You’re not even close. Nothing about you is worth reading, worth knowing, worth keeping.

So much shit I could scream about but I don’t even know where to start. It’s just too much.

Didn’t think today would wreck me like this. Thought I was doing good, finally moving forward, but my brother… I don’t trust him. I don’t even wanna be near him. He used to tease me, then it got worse, bruises worse. Told me my dreams were pointless. And now I’m scared of him, and I hate that I’m scared cause I’m bigger than him, stronger than him. But the damage sticks.

You’re not sick. You’re not dying. You’re just a goddamn hypochondriac and I’m done hearing it.

You always think you’re smarter, better, right about everything. You make fun of me but can’t handle anything about yourself. You’re lazy, depressing, and dragging me down. We’re supposed to be best friends and roommates but honestly, I’m starting to hate you. And I can’t even say it cause you’re all I’ve got.

So yeah, my boyfriend’s an ass. He wants me to cut off my family, like completely. Hates my dad and my sister. Wants my son to only know HIS family as grandparents. If I see my parents, even for 20 minutes, he flips out. Meanwhile we spend 5 HOURS with his family. It’s bullshit. Before we moved out, my parents barely even got to see their grandson, like 15 minutes in the morning, maybe 15 at night. His mom got him all day. It’s not fair.