What is your biggest pet peeve right now?

I just want you to talk to me. Just tell me what’s going on in your head. I feel like I’m trying so hard and you’re giving me nothing back. You don’t even seem to care anymore. And it kills me because I still love you. I hate you for how much I love you.

Why do my “friends” just forget me? Like I give everything, I’m actually a damn good friend, and y’all treat me like dirt. You don’t care about anyone but yourself and your dumbass stoner boyfriend. Nobody cares about hearing your “love story” every two seconds. I’m so over it. You’re selfish as hell. Bye.

I’m begging, like literally begging, someone just fucking help me. I feel like I’m sinking every single day and nobody even notices. I smile, I fake it, but I’m sad from the second I wake up til I go to bed. School feels like walking into a warzone and I’m terrified. I can’t keep pretending I’m okay.

Oh and I don't talk to indigenous women either because the chiefs I'm related to were too busy fighting and got lost on the way to the rez. As a result, I'm from all over the state. Didn't grow up on the rez. Didn't grow up near the rez. Joined the first tribe that was convenient for us. Some of those women are nice though. They put up with my bullshit. Almost makes me think I should listen to European women and go back to a rez I didn't grow up on and hit on some aunties.

I will fucking bury feminist bullshit the same way privileged white women try to bury us native men that ignore them due to anxiety, socioeconomics, and personal challenges. I don't give a fuck what our culture says about women they're clearly wrong about European/non-native women. Fucking savages have been trying to erase every culture on the fucking planet and call it liberation anyway.

and I go to therapy but I doubt this will come up. She asked some heavy questions about my parents and quickly backed off. Said we'd revisit them and I don't know if we actually will. I know damn well that as cheap as therapy is I'm not wasting my money on addressing feminist bullshit. I work too damn hard for that shit. You know, that thing you suggest we men do to appease you while you sit around and bitch

You people love to do this though. Start shit and then get mad and call me racist when I get stupidly drunk due to the PTSD you caused and rant about Russell Means and Dennis Banks (AIM leaders) and then call me racist. You've driven me to agree with Russell Means: The only thing more pathetic than the white man's system is any native american who supports this bullshit. Fucking assholes love to diminish any sort of effort not your own and try to exemplify favorable statistical anomalies

I am not looking forward to the other movies she suggested that I missed while taking feminist advice of constantly working to get my shit together after I was chased out of HS. They're almost all war movies and some movie of Jeremy Renner and Elizabeth Olson investigating some native woman's disappearance or some shit. Because the FBI's role in law enforcenment and how it treats tribes has never been a problem between it being partially why native women disappear and Pine Ridge 1975.

On the topic of snipers, that movie "American Sniper" is fucking garbage. A female coworker suggested a ton of "classic" movies because she watches a lot of movies, and for the past 15-20 years I've been living under a rock trying to get my act together like women love to suggest. I was busy hacking and learning how to program. That was one of the many war movies she suggested. I liked Gran Turino, but JFC that movie was terrible.

and you want another reminder of how much feminists care about women? Native women are more likely to be raped, kidnapped, and murdered than women of any other race by a wide margin according to the Canadian government. Feminists don't give a fuck though because it's not convenient to rage against.

It's not easy avoiding cherry picked examples when everything is a matter of convenience for your political stance I suppose.