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Boyfriend made me sleep in our son’s room last night cause apparently me being on my laptop, looking at some hentai manga, and staying up til midnight = hell on earth. Like okay dude. Then HE’S late for work today and acts like it’s my fault? Nah, one late day ain’t 5 years of torture. That’s on you.

Thanks for straight up misunderstanding me and then calling my ideas shit and just stealing my game like it’s nothing. Fucking thanks a lot.

There’s this guy, and at first it felt real. Then we had sex and suddenly it’s like I don’t matter. One day he’s all over me, the next he’s ignoring me. Talks about how hot other girls are, even my sister. But then when we’re alone he’s kissing me, calling me sexy, trying to hook up every night. I feel like I’m nothing but his toy.

That judge ruined my life. Believed lies from my ex and slapped me with a no contact order for nothing. I swear I hope that man rots. Who knows how many lives he’s destroyed? And the prosecutor too. All of them can burn in hell.

My dad isn’t a monster, but he’s still fucked me up. He never abandoned us, he paid for shit, he showed up. But he was mean as hell. Manipulative, cheap, always putting us down. He used to hit us too. And still, I wanted to love him, wanted to respect him. But the damage doesn’t go away just because he paid the bills.

You don’t even know, but I wasn’t playing games with you. I’m slow to trust, slow to fall, but I actually cared. When you went missing, I was desperate, digging through my brain for your full name just so I could find you again. That smile of yours gave me something to hold onto.

I know not every woman is terrible but it feels like most of them just love tearing me apart. I’m ugly. I’m old. I’m useless. My body’s covered in scars. I don’t do that anymore, but I think about it every single day. Life feels like one long punishment.

I’m so tired. I’m thinking about ending it again. Pills didn’t work last time and I hated myself even more for failing. I don’t want to live like this. I don’t even know the right way to die. I’m just sorry. Sorry to everyone. I can’t do this anymore.

Same four walls every single day, I’m losing my mind. My body feels like trash, I hate the way I look, and I’m broke as hell. I’m turning into my dad and I can’t stand it.

I swear to God, I didn’t plan this but here I am. I hate white men. They act entitled, whiny, immature, always bitching about America or whatever else. Every single one I meet abroad just proves it more. I didn’t want to feel this way, but I do.