What is one thing that makes absolutely no sense?

I'm just....surprised, really. HOW in the BLUE FUCK of this shitstain world now do you call yourselves "Strong", "Free", and "Law enforcing authorities" and it sounds like a past generation seeing the present generation's lingo and behavior and then wanna take action to get rid of it like it threatens the EARTH??!!! The roommate gave information and is NOT a suspect presently and what happens? Judging and saying it's a threat from those same gender attracted, being a furry and speaking lingo.

Got my first salary as a dentist but mom didn’t care She was proud of my brother’s but mine felt worthless If dad were alive he would have celebrated it I miss him My heart feels heavy

I miss my ex gf that broke up with me a year ago (around this time) we were together for 3 years. Is it normal to still miss her even if she is dating someone else? Do i need to move on faster and if so how?

I should invest in a diary..instead of just ranting st4pid stuff

My whole fucking life is ruined. I was sexually abused by someone I don’t remember. Since then I have rejected intimacy, including relationships. Recently I’ve been getting serious with someone. It’s been my fear that my abuser gave me herpes, but I’ve noticed things. I got tested because we are getting serious, and guess fucking what. THAT SLIMY FUCKING PEICE OF SHIT GAVE ME HERPES WHEN I WAS ONLY FIVE YEARS OLD!! I’m genuinely better off dead, I can’t look at myself anymore, I’m disgusting.

I find it very difficult to care for someone who has annoyed me for years on end. Like I literally wouldn’t care if you left this earth, but I don’t like feeling that way. I feel like we should have love for everyone despite their idiotic behaviors, but it’s really hard for me to do. Like why are you soooo fucking insufferable? Half the people on this planet are loud, rude, ignorant, and just plain stupid-at work, home, every damn where.

my moms boyfriend and his kids are driving me crazy they have been together for a year and a half and i didn’t know he had three kids the youngest is almost seven and i hate him the younger two can’t even get dressed without my moms help and still mess it up they take baths together but don’t even bathe just sit there

her boyfriend feels uncomfortable when i wear a sports bra even though i only do it when people are asleep apparently he also thinks i should wear a bra all the time i don’t even have big boobs but somehow it’s an issue for him

the bigger problem is he doesn’t take care of his own kids his nieces randomly show up and my mom feels obligated to take care of them too plus the nieces boyfriend she constantly complains about being exhausted but refuses every solution i offer

fast forward to today i leave my room to take out the trash and the youngest squeals in my ear he barely talks just screeches and makes animal noises i get annoyed but walk away muttering that i don’t want kids if this is what they’re like my mom gets mad at me as if she was the one who got screamed at she compares me to them but i actually went outside as a kid these kids barely do their dad just hands them screens to keep them occupied each one has a tablet computer tv sometimes all three they’re spoiled and act like they own everything

i try reminding myself they’re just kids but this isn’t parenting it’s neglect their mom wants nothing to do with them which means i’ll be stuck dealing with them during summer break they’re always loud kicking my wall running around late at night playing with noisy toys at ungodly hours there’s even worse stuff but this is the latest frustration

on top of all this we’re broke my mom pays rent her boyfriend pays bills and food is bought either daily or weekly no real grocery shopping if i want something i have to buy it myself last summer i spent 200 on groceries trying to help out but my mom refused to use the meal kits i got because they were cheap and she didn’t like the gravy

i hate my moms boyfriend his kids and every bad decision she’s made over the last decade

I'm seriously worried that I won't be able to function in adulthood. I'm already struggling to get through each day, and the thought of taking on more responsibilities is overwhelming.

I feel like I'm just going through the motions, trying to survive. But I'm not sure how I'm supposed to become a responsible adult when I can barely take care of myself.

It's like, I know I'm not alone in feeling this way. But it's hard to shake the feeling that everyone else has their life together except me.

I guess I'll just have to take things one step at a time and hope that I'll figure things out as I go. But it's hard to see how I'm going to make it work.

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I hate the fucking weekend like I have no money hardly to do anything. Reallying thinking about whoring myself out.. I'm not like a 10 or any but guys will fuck anything on 2 legs most the time

so i’m a virgin but i still masturbate and up until now i’ve thought i’d never be able to have an orgasm from penetration bc it feels good but not enough. tn i masturbated with a dildo and actually fucked myself on it, like hard, and jesus christ that was a good orgasm. any other girls relate?