What is the world doing wrong today?

I’m stuck loving someone who will never love me back. Being with them makes everything feel lighter, but once I’m alone, the truth crashes down. I know I should walk away, but I don’t know how.

i wanna get doxxed, its a kink i got recently. id luv looking at my dox page while masturbating, thinking abt how anybody can do anythong to mi now :3

I'm not sure if I have anxiety. I have literally all symptoms, but I don't cry uncontrollably nor have panic attacks (yet...) I'm hella restless, racing heart, freezing hands, and anxious or worrying thoughts always spiral in my head. Frequent headaches too... I've lost interest in literally everything, freaking hate school, and I struggle to concentrate.

Continuation, whenever I just put my phone down like a whole wave of loneliness just hits me realizing I am really nothing without my online presence like thats the only way people truly know me, that account really was how I had confidence people liking things I post, commenting, interacting, following, it made me genuinely happy but now it feels like im starting all from scratch and its horrible, if my account truly is deactivated I'll seriously not know what to do.

Today has been genuinely the worst, like I have been contemplating taking not so good actions about my existence on this planet, the deactivation of one of my main social accs hurt 5000x more cause my gf left me so it was just like the cherry on top. It feels like I really have nothing in real life, all my friends are online, even my relationship thats affecting me so mentally, like everything online. I never go outside cause it seems so forced. Posting rest soon

It’s different when friends joke and call you “freak,” you laugh it off. But when someone you don’t even know says it, it cuts deep. It rewinds every time your friends said it and makes you wonder if they meant it. People don’t get how much words rip. That one comment sent me spiraling when I was finally starting to feel good. I hate them for it.

You bitch. I told you I liked him. You called him a player, swore he was nothing, then you sneak around and set him up with someone else for prom? You’ve done this shit before, always screwing me over when it comes to guys. What’s the point of even calling you a friend when you sabotage me just because I don’t like the ones you pick?

I can’t take this house anymore. Dad, you never listen. You act like you don’t see the screaming, the bullshit, her sitting on her ass tearing us apart. You whine about her when it suits you but when we cry, we’re “pussies.” You’re blind as fuck. I want out. I want out now. I wish someone would just pull the trigger and end it. That’s how bad it feels.

Why the hell am I being forced to study this shit? I’ll never use it, ever. Not in ten years, not in a lifetime. And this is what life is? School, work, rot in some retirement home? I just wanted time to breathe, to exist, not homework drowning every bit of me. Games are the only place I get some quiet and even then it’s ruined by this constant weight of school hanging over me.

Though the media itself is nothing more than flashlights on the world and its inexplicable actions of all types going on now, still, it did highlight what I go through and the hell these fucks did. So an incel looking dude decides to get aggressive with a woman because she didn't want to talk to him and be friends. So he harasses her and stalks her, even acting like a victim because of her legal behavior. And this is why I endorse castration, because then women think all men are like this.