What is something you wish would disappear?

I am so sad and angry simply because I am fat and not attractive. I feel like a fat idiot who can't lose weight. I will try to get better and try to lose this weight and then I am getting into more fights. I want to be a dancer and dance my life away. Soon I will get oh so strong like bruce lee without steroids.

Every day is a gamble. One second she’s fine, the next she’s a demon. Screaming at us, twisting our words, calling us ungrateful brats. And somehow she’s the victim, we’re the villains. She says we’re “lucky” she hasn’t kicked us out. Lucky. What kind of mother makes her kids feel like parasites in their own home?

I finally worked up the nerve to say something. Depression. OCD. All the shit I’ve been carrying. Told my mom I needed help. Had to beg to even see a doctor. And her answer? She didn’t believe me. She actually asked if I was lying to get out of school. Imagine opening your veins to someone who’s supposed to protect you, and they laugh in your face.

Why the fuck do I think it’s my job to save anyone? Like I’m some broken idiot who can’t take care of myself unless I’m fixing someone else’s life. It’s pathetic. I hate that weakness in me. I’m not less than anybody. If other people can live their lives, then so can I. I can handle my shit. I don’t need saving. Neither do you.

I’m sick of feeling like I’ve gotta constantly prove myself. Work harder, smile more, show up, be worth something. No. I’m enough. I’ve already done enough. I am enough. And if that’s not good enough for you fuck you.

Stop calling my family. Stop calling my friends. Creditors are bloodsucking parasites and I hope every single one of them chokes on their fucking scripts.

You swore up and down my life would magically be better if I dumped my religion. Well guess what? It’s not. It’s worse. I feel like complete shit. I’m alone. I’m broke. I’ve nearly offed myself. I went insane. And for what? NOTHING. You lied. I actually trusted you, gave up everything I knew, and all it did was ruin me. Why the fuck did I ever believe you?

This is just something that needs to be seen for the response about anon mentioning groups, but that's why there was a new rule about discriminating against groups and one specific one too. Also, it is immensely tragic that this person doing this went from being somewhat relatable and debatable to now just outright homeless ranting lunatic no one wants to interact with, just like in society, and admins apparently can't do anything about it, which is unnerving. Gonna have to think of something.

I wish we could all stop generalizing entire groups of people so much. There are women who treat men like sh!t and also men who treat women like sh!t. To anyone who has encountered these @$$holes, your pain is real, that person wronged you and that’s not okay. But I do hope we can come to see each other as humans first and recognize that there are good and bad people on both sides.

We are training new engineers at work and they are very high maintenance and we are somehow still hiring more I am going to pass out