What happened today that made you say seriously?

I don't feel glad that I stopped SH instead I just felt the weight on my shoulders disappear and nothing else. I've heard people say that their proud of it, maybe I just don't get that idea at all. The only thing that I think is nice about stopping SH is that you don't need to change or buy razors so often and clean up after.

I'm sick, tired, sleep-deprived, hungry, unstimulated, and alone. I have too many worries dragging me down until I get like this.

JOHN WICK CHAPTER 5 BETTER NOT FOLLOW ALL THE SAME STORY LINE OF THE LAST 4 MOVIES I MEAN DON'T GET ME WRONG ITS FUCKING AWESOME MOVIES BUT I NEED SOMETHING DIFFERENT NOW!!!!!!!!!

im exhausted i keep showing up i keep being kind i keep pushing through the stress but nothing ever changes no matter how hard i try it just never works out and im so damn tired of it

I hate it I hate how they never shut up always whining always picking at every little thing like I’m some project to fix they called me retarded loud ignorant told me to read more like it would somehow change me so I did I kept my head down I distanced myself I did exactly what they wanted but now suddenly I’m selfish rude ungrateful nothing I do is ever right nothing is ever enough and I’m so damn tired of it

im exhausted and i dont even know why im on the schedule today 😩 please just make these hours fly by lor

just stop im trying so hard to steer clear of this dont you see that take the hint every time you bring it up it sets off this spiral of anxiety everything is moving too fast and i just need you to let it go please

How can you love me, I don't understand stand please explain your self we literally only been talking a week

its confusing caught in this inbetween space we talk like were something more like theres a label just out of reach but were not and i dont know how im supposed to feel about that is it hope ✨ is it frustration whatever it is it lingers

Guilt won't patch the cracks. No amount of gifts can erase what's broken. If the problem runs deeper, throwing money at it just buries the real issue under shiny distractions. Fix the foundation, not the façade.