What is your latest are you kidding me moment?

I messed up. AI in an assignment got me dismissed. Blacklisted. My future is wrecked. I can’t face my parents. Can’t eat, sleep, or think. I just want this nightmare to end.

Feel like people would be better off without me

Holy fucking shit please wear deodorant and shower daily how can you just leave the house smelling like horse shit

It's so unfair how some people get born into families with healthy relationships and dynamics, and healthy ways to cope with things and just happy lives in general, and then others just get born into different degrees of shittiness. I hate that I can't fully blame anyone, that my parents had abusive or dysfunctional families themselves, and that they pass it down to us, their kids. But I can't blame them for shit because they're trying, I know they're trying and it hurts to see them struggle so much. But then also, theyve made us struggle. They've given me so many complexes and mental issues. And they don't even know it. I hate how complicated everything has to be and the fact that no matter how hard I try to be positive and all that bullcrap, I always end up feeling shit. And when I do, there's no one there. There's no one that'll be there for me and make me feel better. I hate how selfish I feel writing this.

I thought I was doing better, but it's all just the same all over again.

I should have told my mother to fuck off when she wanted to move my little brother into my house.
He's broken a whole fucking toilet drunk when he fell. Flooded my hallway, brought bedbugs and cockroaches.
And weighs 450 and getting bigger.
Eats everything.
I wish he would die. Fucking piece of shit.

I'm losing my house, and his room was suppose to be my fucking sons room
2019- till now I hate this kid.
I told him this, he said you can't hate family. He's so fucking stupid. Fuck him

i feel so unsafe no matter where i go. because of who i am i can’t exist or talk about how i feel. i have no power to change the things that i want to change and i have nowhere to go that will let me. it feels like im truly dying from the inside. nothing feels normal anymore. humanity is truly awful.

I think I'm over her and then she posts a cute picture of herself and I realize I am very much *not* over her 🙃

five minutes home from the hospital and hes already screaming already making everything worse my mom just had lung cancer surgery spent a week dealing with complications and guess who wasnt there at all barely called barely checked in her husband my dad he had every excuse not to show up not to help and now shes finally home and hes making her life harder messing with her medical equipment yelling stressing her out when she needs peace i tried to stop him told him to leave but then he came at me like i was the problem dodged him like i always do and he stormed out but the damage is done my mom is fragile and im terrified hes going to stress her to the point where she cant breathe i wish shed leave go to my aunts house but shes stubborn her home her dog her comfort i get it but still it doesnt make this any easier im exhausted barely sleeping barely eating doing everything i can while trying not to break down myself.

lost 70lbs worked hard for it but the compliments are driving me insane im sick exhausted barely functioning and somehow people think i look amazing no i look like dog shit but apparently skinny dog shit is preferable to fat and healthy its infuriating ive done so much with my life while overweight but the moment i lose weight suddenly im worthy of praise i appreciate compliments when they actually make sense but right now i just wish people would stop treating weight loss like the ultimate achievement