Ever feel like nobody is listening?

i told you everything all my secrets all the things i never say out loud
you made me feel like i had a real friend like maybe this connection actually meant something
but of course it was just online so i guess i mean nothing to you
still did you have to make me believe you cared did you have to make it feel real
i know im just some insecure girl to you but just because we may never meet doesnt mean i dont exist doesnt mean i dont feel
let me know if you want it adjusted

this whole situation is beyond frustrating a 3.5 gpa student facing academic suspension makes no sense at all worked hard stayed up late studied did everything right and still getting hit with this nonsense like what even is the point of all that effort if the system can just randomly decide to screw you over its exhausting dealing with this kind of bureaucratic garbage like you follow the rules play the game do everything they ask and still end up in the exact same mess as someone who barely tried at all its not even about the grades at this point its about feeling like none of it mattered all those nights grinding through assignments thinking it was worth it just to end up here instead and the worst part is they probably wont even give a real answer as to why just some vague policy explanation that means nothing in the real world trying to appeal the decision is probably just another headache because they never make it easy to fight back against unfair decisions like this they want people to just give up and accept whatever happens but honestly why should anyone just accept getting screwed over like this all that effort all that time all that work for nothing just to end up stuck in the same mess as someone who didnt even care its impossible not to feel bitter about it at this point hope they actually give a real answer but not holding my breath

i hate that people think its funny to mess with fears like this i have pterephobia being tickled freaks me out completely some girl at school found out and now she wont stop using it against me running up and tickling me in the hallway like its some kind of joke i panic every time trying not to cry its not funny its not harmless its just cruel

Who the FUCK puts a linux system on a windows network and doesn't fucking tell anyone that it's there OR what the credentials are for it! Can't tell if it's a fucking VM or even a physical machine.

why do people act like tipping is mandatory i tip if the service is fucking good and i'll tip what i fucking deem fit to tip so FUCK YOU if you fucking don't like it find a new fucking job

drivers who honk for no reason just stop 🙄
checking for traffic took one extra second and some pickup dude lost his mind

light turns green i start moving and still get honked at some people just love noise

#ChillOut #ItsNotThatSerious #HonkingWontMakeItFaster #RelaxDrivers

people mess up and say its ok like that fixes it 🙄 no actually its not ok
girls hair all over my desk oh its ok
someone shows up 15 min late its ok
just say sorry 😤

#AccountabilityMatters #NotOk #JustApologize #BasicRespect #AnnoyingAF

It's been 2 months since i tried to kms and 1 month since i've self harmed really thinking of ending it all soon

I honestly regret being such a good girl in highschool :( wish i would of just been a slut like every other girl in my class

Trump backs off Medicaid cuts. NO FUCKING DUH!!!!!! YA THINK?????!!!!!!!!!!